TBT Is Not Feeling Well.

.....I don't get sick very often, I don't know why. In fact, I took no time off of work last year at all due to not feeling well. When I do actually come down with something, it generally is not catastrophic and usually goes away in a day or so.

.....So, watching TBT going through this thing of being sick is not a pleasant experience at all. She gets sick about three or four times a year and when she gets sick she looks like someone came in and beat the heck out of her. She gets quiet and she loses her voice and looks absolutely like she is suffering from the Bubonic Plague.

.....I end up getting anxious and worried. I do my absolute best not to hover, forcing myself to stay away and not constantly ask if there is something I can do. Yesterday, I didn't realize that I was staring at her with a worried expression and TBT asked me if I was angry with her, and then apologized. I felt really bad at that point. This evening I asked her what she wanted to eat. I quickly got her the requested mocha and left her alone so that she wouldn't pick up my anxiety.

.....So now I'm sitting upstairs being worried. I listen to her cough and wonder if I should bundle her up and take her to the hospital or not. And then chide myself for being stupid. And then wonder whether or not TBT would actually TELL me anything if she should be going to see the doctor.

.....AAAARRRRGGGGHHHH!!!! Watching loved ones get through being sick absolutely SUCKS!!!!

.....Arontius / Aaron.