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.....It wasn't much of a fight at work. Code 360 went to the Mid-Level Boss and the Project Manager and asked if I could come over for a period of six weeks. To which they were promptly told, 'No'. I was a little surprised at this myself. I just finished a big Project. The next one is healthily beyond the horizon (as in next year). Now would have been the perfect time for me to be doing this stand-in. But the answer was 'No, he is busy. Go find someone else.'

.....No one is quite sure why. There are a limited number of Planning Managers who are qualified, so Code 360 is scrambling to see if they can find, or train up, a replacement for the guy traveling to Guam later in September. They haven't quite given up on me (my desk in Code 360 is still in place and has my name card still on it). But I may have to do some interesting gymnastics to join them next year after the next, and last, big Project concludes.

.....This week has definitely been a week of 'catch up'. We finally squared away the EIF for Crown Council last week and scrambled to get some copy put together this week for inclusion in the October issue of The Crier. THL Godith is a very nice person, she saved some space and let us have a little extra time to get the copy to her. But we did manage to make it and now Talia has a little breathing room to get information from Their Majesties for inclusion in next months more comprehensive copy.

.....Read with interest some writing TBT did about her early peerage influences, good and bad. Thinking back to my early days in the SCA, I seem to recall more positive interactions than negative. My early views on the Knighthood were shaped primarily by people like Sir Richard. Someone for whom courteous interaction and poetry was as important as his fighting prowess. I always held his personality in awe and he became my example of what a chivalric person did and how they acted. I can't think of a single action he did or word he said that made me doubt him.

.....Another early influence was Her Excellency Amanda Kendal. She lived in her own plane of existence and always has. That sounds like an indictment of some type, but is not meant as such. To my observation it always seemed that no matter what was happening around her, no matter how chaotic or crazy the work revolved, she flowed through it as if it wasn't there or didn't matter. She just 'was'. She has always had an amazing ability to approach someone and create around them a bubble whereas the object of her attention was the center of her universe. Like I said it is an amazing ability. Some may question her holding the Coronet of Lion's Gate as long as she did. But anyone who had any kind of interaction with her could explain to you exactly why she is held in such awe.

.....I wouldn't presume to say that I've tried to model my own SCA existence around these two people, no matter their influence on me. But I can say that whenever I've had a difficult time or difficult decision to make in the SCA, I do my best to think 'what would Sir Richard do here' or 'what would Her Excellency Amanda say to this person there'. It hasn't always brought about a solution, but it has helped.

.....It is the people we meet in the SCA who have had the greatest impact of course. You can talk all you want about the ambiance of an encampment, the smell of bardic fires, the feel of a linen tunic on your skin. But it is the actions and the words of the people around you that you remember the most for making your heart skip a beat, or the hairs on the back of your neck rise in little goosebumps. Those are really what bring me back for more in the SCA.

.....The memories are pretty intense actually. I remember the day I witnessed TBT walk into the Combined Court at Estrella in her white Elizabethan. The hush that fell on the crowd. The dust shadows that seemed to part around her as she glided across the floor to the An Tir Throne.

.....Several Crown Tournaments roll together as the two finalists approach the eric. The heralds reading the rolls of the past kings of An Tir and the deeds of the fighter that was about to enter combat. I remember a couple of times I found myself holding my breath as the names were read.

.....Lots and lots of memories of the people in the SCA who influenced and continue to influence my thoughts even today. I can think back to those times that were harsh and those people who were unfriendly. But I can honestly say that they are less of an influence on me than those who have made an impact for the positive. I think in that regard I have been a very lucky person.

.....Have to go and get my heraldry all sorted out. Several people want to consult tonight and I said I would bring my books with me. Let's see how really rusty I am. :-) I think that I'll ask Caius about setting up a Heraldry Consultation Night sometime in September. I think people are hungry to get moving on some of their own heraldry again.

.....I wonder how many will show up, actually. The soggy weather may keep many at home. I'm starting to be grateful that Lobelia is coming to Crown with us this weekend. :-)

.....Aaron / Arontius.
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.....I think that all of us have at one time or another become mesmerized by something we witnessed as part of the SCA. One of those moments where the lines of reality blurred and we could almost feel that we were actually in another place and time, like that mythical Scottish village of Brigadoon that appears for a day out of the mist once every one hundred years. It's this sense of 'magic' I first felt that made me fall in love with the concept of the SCA and become a true follower.

.....Over the years since then I've become one of the janitorial staff for this dream. I perform functions that protect it, clean up the occasional mess, keep it organized, help it grow, etc. It is a necessary function. But what I find is that you become so wrapped in the really mundane aspects of this toil that you sometimes forget that magic that first brought you into this dream. What is worse is that now that you've seen what goes on behind the scenes you find it harder to make yourself connect with what it was the drew you in the first place. His Excellency Cedric has a terrific anecdote for it. He explains it as a magician who amazes you with some sleight-of-hand. Once it is explained and demonstrated to you, the magic of witnessing the trick disappears and it no longer invokes the sense of wonder within you that it did when you first watched it done.

.....Lately I've been thinking about what it will take for me to shake myself out of the mundane cage in which I've placed myself and reconnect with that sense of magic and wonder that drew me in the SCA. I enjoy the research and the recreation of the middle ages. I like studying the history of the people and the places of medieval Europe. But the thing that really makes the goosebumps bubble on my soul is the invocation of the emotions between myself and between people when the true romance of chivalry and honour are engaged. I love the Arthurian Mythos. King Arthur and the Round Table. The Quest for the Holy Grail. These are things that sometimes seem to be missing in today's world, but could do so much to better it if they were present in greater quantity.

.....I've had numerous debates with Mistress Gwenllyn concerning analogies of searching for our own version of the 'Holy Grail'. You define what your own Holy Grail is and then you seek it. Sometimes it is a nebulous thing with no clear boundaries of definition. This is when it becomes a personal frustration. You are attempting to define something within yourself that is more esoteric and without boundaries in the first place.

.....But I'm wandering a bit here. :-) Something I've been discussing with Her Excellency Brighid is the creation of a bit of the quest as part of Her Sargeantry. She Herself has been struggling with the concept of what the Sargeantry is and what it should be in Dragon's Laire for some time. We've been thinking of perhaps injecting a little bit of Arthurian Mythos into the Sargeantry. There would be some questing involved. A little bit of the round table. More personal challenge. I'm liking the outlines of her plan a lot and I hope that it ends up going somewhere. The concept takes the Sargeantry as it currently stands in most Baronies and gives it just a little twist to make it something where the work and the questing doesn't end with the conclusion of the Trials, but continues to challenge the applicant for the remainder of their existence in the group. I'm really excited about the concept. But I'll let Her do the explaining. :-)

.....I'll post more of my personal thoughts on this as they materialize more solidly. :-)

.....Arontius.

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